Wednesday, July 14, 2010

ayat skema : kita putus!


Dah bosan dengan ni hari-hari:
Aku duduk sendirian di kamarku
Menangis kesepian kernamu

Ni dah:
Kau tinggalkan aku
kau cari yang lain
Tergamak kau
merobek hatiku

Yang ni bila pulak? Aku tunggu:
Tapi setelah kau pergi
Aku mendapat lebih baik darimu
Dia hargai aku
dia sayangi aku
lebih dari padamu

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

drizzle


Whatever major loser ah Quinn, you don't deserve Finn! I would sooooooooooo name my baby Drizzle too, if I had such an adorable guy who has an awesome take on the rain :')
Serasi dengan my Hujan Romantik♥
Romantic Drizzle good enough for a baby's name? :)

//

"You Keep Me Hangin' On"
GLEE (feat. Dianna Agron)

Set me free, why don't ya, baby?
Get out my life, why don't ya, baby?
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
You don't really need me
But you keep me hangin' on

Why do you keep a coming around
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you the way you've gotten over me

Set me free, why don't ya, babe?
Let me be, why don't ya, babe?
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
No, you don't really want me
You just keep me hangin' on

You say although we broke up
You still wanna be just friends
But how can we still be friends
When seeing you only breaks my heart again?

And there ain't nothing I can do about it

Set me free, why don't ya, babe?
Get out of my life, why don't ya, babe?
You don't really love me
But you just keep me hangin' on

You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
Now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else, hey

Why don't you be a man about it and set me free?
No, you don't care a thing about me
You're just using me

Go on, get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
Please, 'cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on


Friday, June 25, 2010

If you're trying to break my heart, it's working




Rewind Play kali ke 64 minggu ni.

"That Should Be Me"

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
To have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're takin' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know that

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
Oh i making you laugh, oh baby
That should be me
(that should be me giving you flowers)
That should be me
Talking by hours that should be me, that should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me

//

Kadang-kadang I catch myself wishing that it was really the guy who's singing this to me. Heh apa kan daya.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

sampai bila?




beriku petunjuk sinar suria yang kita cari-cari

ku duduk seorang dalam tangisan kau jangan lupakan aku ingat kenangan terindah

why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you, i'm sorry. take me to somewhere i can live merrily, marry me and i'll work it out. you see, you never loved me truly.

goodbye goodbye don't make it thrice. i'm saving myself for you, i heart you so much.

we've longing enough, for things that we fought about, crying alone, remembrance of failing this relationship. it took me too long to say i'm sorry. don't stop loving me like before, this is not another pretext pretending that i had a crush on you, and i will never do this anymore.

i'll love you, you'll love me, that's all we need, screw up everything, we believe in jealousy, i can live but i wish i could die. we'll let go everything, just to see how it turns better tomorrow. i wonder how it could be anything stupid or harder than this.

in this theatre, where were you?

hey, if i ever lose this, i want you to know that you were the one.

today, i'm getting closer to you to tell you that I missed you, so much. curses were not from my heart, it shattered my eyes, i spoke of which i didnt realize, i overreacted, shed no tears anymore. there's no where else to go, other than you.

It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again. we can make this happen, darling I promise you. you just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out. Somehow, I know that you still love me.

I gave you everything and I gave up my life. And they were all for you! I wonder what went wrong, it became like this when I’m not pretty sure. After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why? I swear you will know this somehow before it’s too late and dies. Realities are so complicated. You and me, yeah I remember. Look how we were meant to be!


Kita lari, kita lari, mencari ruang bersembunyi

dulu berdua bersama, sayang.


Heartbreak Ridge Was Never This Arrogant // Suitcase, A Scarf and The Departure, we used to share :/

Kudos to the wonderful Myo Luqman Hakim of Oh Chentaku. Sentimental genius!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

how kudju be so heartless

"Cause I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all"

- Need You Now, Lady Antebellum

"Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

- Pain, Three Days Grace


Kepalahotak korang? We are talking about the same pain and hurt here kan? Korang tak pernah rasa pain/hurt ke?
I'D RATHER FEEL NOTHING AT ALL.
Heartless, emotional, android, robot.
I wish.
Nyah semua perasaan ini. Semua emosi. Semua sakit ni. Nyah.

I don't know bout the Breakeven part, but ..

Tukar she jadi he ngeh.

"Breakeven" - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in(UNSUR SYIRIK!)
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Nota Cinta

Jahat betul, buat aku nangis lagi :'(



Ni Episode 2.
Menyedihkan gila. Menakutkan gila. Buat aku rasa tak nak kahwin.(tipu gila)

"Adakalanya kita perlu berpatah balik ke mana ianya bermula, melihat bagaimana ia boleh disemarakkan, kerana setiap peluang memberikan kemungkinan, namun kadang-kadang ia memerlukan lebih daripada itu."

wtf? Ni untuk pasangan berkahwin la Esah oi!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

kejar kaki lima

Semua lagu, kita pernah share berdua.

Chasing Pavements - Adele

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love

But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep no chasin' pavement
Ohh oh


Sunday, May 30, 2010

12_Diantarakalian

Yes bila download file name keluar macam tu dengan nombor celaka tu kat depan. wtf 4shared.

:'|

lagu ni dia yang bagi suruh dengar dulu. time tu tak dapat nak hayati. tak dapat nak relate. so lagu tu jadi tak best. sebab time tu bahagia. tapi sekarang bila dengar balik?

airmata automatik.

D’Masiv – Diantara Kalian

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu
Namun kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa ku harus milikimu slamanya

aaa…aaa…

Ku akui ku sangat menginginkan mu
Tapi kusadari ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi


(sebenarnya tak faham Di Antara Kalian tu maksudnya apa?)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

raindropsonredroses.tumblr.com

PANJANG GILA HEHE

Mukadimah : "We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren’t going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you’re feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can’t.

Yes this is exactly why I built Kat Kopi Pes :)

2) “There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t, at some point, think of you. Or, some kind of memory we once shared. It’s like I look at a certain thing, hear a certain song or even eat a certain food, and suddenly I am reminded of you, the times we shared, the conversations we had, and the best friend you used to be. I know I ruined it and I’m sorry. I’m sorry because I miss you so much yet you don’t seem to at all. Because I still hesitate and the sound of your voice, even hearing your name, but you don’t even blink at the sound of mine. Because I’m trying my hardest to let thing go back to normal yet you don’t even bother to put in the effort to make things work. I’m sorry because once again, I’m crying over you while you’re probably having the time of your life with her.

3) “I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don’t. but no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.

4) “Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should. When someone you’ve promised to cherish forever says, “I never loved you,” it should kill you instantly. You shouldn’t have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know.


5) “I’m just so scared. Scared because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish so much that I did, but I don’t, and it tears me to bits. I’m scared, so scared because I have never felt this way before. I don’t know what this feeling is, but it’s taking over me, and I just want so much to be back to normal. I want to let this go, because I know I’m hurting you, and her, and so many other people. I’m scared that you won’t be there for me, and you’ll walk away and leave me to paste my life back together like I had to such a short time ago. I’m scared to lose you, but I’m scared to keep you in my life knowing all well that I am in the wrong and am hurting innocent people in my selfish quest for happiness. I’m scared that you will never hold me again, that you’ll never tell me with so much faith that everything will be all right. I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared of losing myself.

6) “It all happened so fast and I’m wishing it didn’t have to end this way. But it did, you left, and I’m just beginning to learn to live with the fact that you will no longer be there waiting on me, just as I will no longer be there worrying over you. You’re happy now. It’s about time I be that way too.

7) “When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or the energy, and I wasn’t sure I was ready for it. But you were so good to me, and little by little, I found myself falling in love with you.

8) You’ve really, really messed my head up. I didn’t expect us to last, we’re only young and I’m not naive, but it’s been 10 months now and I’m still not over you. At all. I’ve never felt like this about anyone before and I hate it. I don’t want to believe that I’m in love with you but I am, I know I am. I’ve tried so hard to get over you, but it seems impossible, you’re one of my closest friends and I’m terrified of losing you. I know you better than most people do. I know you’re no good for me but I can’t bring myself to let go. You tell me all the time how you always go for the wrong girls, the girls that hurt you, but YOU hurt ME. I wasn’t like the other girls and you let me go. I cry every night because of you and it makes me feel so pathetic, sometimes I seriously think I need help. It’s fucking stupid. I never knew I could feel this much, or hurt this much. I know we’re never getting back together, I wouldn’t even be able to trust you if we did, so why am I holding on? What I’m trying to say is; I love you so much that it’s killing me, and you have no idea.

9) “It’s getting so much easier to pretend that you don’t exist. With every day that passes, the easier it gets to look at you and pretend like you never were a big part of my life as you were. You came, you stayed for awhile and then you left, just like that. It’s all right now. I am no longer bitter. I simply wish you the best; I hope you can be happier than you were when I was in your life.

Belum sampai fasa ni lagi.

10) “Why do I care so much about you, after all you’ve done to me? I mean, you’re nothing really special, just another stupid teenage idiot. But you were always my idiot, and that’s what counts. God, I used to believe in you. I really did. But I don’t know what to believe anymore. You blew it, idiot. I hope you’re happy. Just when I thought everything would be okay, you threw it all away. You changed before my eyes. It’s like these last months meant nothing. I’m not gonna lie, this hurts like hell. I’ve never hurt this much over another person. I want to be done with you. But I can’t say goodbye. This might seem backwards, but I don’t know what hurts more right now, the possibility that you never cared about me at all, or the possibility that you still do.

11) “It’s not that I miss you. I just, for some reason, keep thinking you’re going to walk through that door and tell me that you miss me and you want me and can’t imagine your life without me. I keep thinking you need me and you’re randomly going to call me, IM me, or text me. I keep waiting for the moment you’re going to man up and tell me all this… then I realize why you haven’t done it yet… because none of it’s true. You’ve moved on now, and you’re happy. Without me.

harapan

12) “Isn’t it funny how you can think you’re completely over someone, but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street… just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you’re sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or ever will be. Everything’s just perfect. For that split second that you’ve locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say “make this last forever, only and just moment forever and ever.” But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him… and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love the most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can’t make someone love you.

13) “Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out, and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain.

14) “It’s upsetting to think that someone can, after so long, so many memories and so much love, just turn around and say, “Sorry, I don’t love you anymore.” After everything they have gone through, it hurts to think about how somebody can change their mind on such a thing as their love for another. I can’t even begin to understand the reasons behind this. I know things change and nothing lasts, but I just can’t seem to comprehend how can a feeling change, just like that, in a blink of an eye? And it scares me, so much.

"Sorry I dont love you anymore"

15) "In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, “I can’t live without you. I don’t want to live without you,” and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn’t matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you."

With or without you - U2. Hehe

16) “You may not know it yet, maybe you’ll never even think about it, but I’m special. You’re going to meet a lot of girls throughout your life, and a lot of them will be special to you. But I’m telling you right now, you’ll never find another me.

Kau boleh carik gepren lain tapi jangan carik Heroine lain ok :/

& banyak lagi. To be continued ... ngeh

pilot


Here's what triggered the existence of Kat Kopi Pes :D

Haish Kak FJ ♥ How bursting with pride was I when you said .. "orang macam kita.." :')




What more do you want to hear from me?
Is there anything you wish to see?
A joke? A laugh? A smile? A cry?
A scream? A song? A lullaby?

See i know we are not who we were
I live in denial, remember?
So please don't ask me to open my eyes
Don't wanna wake up and realize
The honeymoon's over
That i should better
Be mature

I'm sorry i do not know what to say
Do understand i'm breaking, but hey
When you tell me that you are leaving
Don't think i didn’t see it coming

Of course i saw we are no longer
Having stuff we enjoy together
But can we play along our part

And not parade this change of heart?
Are you really sure?

That we off better
And over?

What more can i say when you wish to leave today
I wont break down now and burst
But
Would you like to have one last breakfast?

Of course i saw we are no longer
Having stuff we enjoy together
But can we play along our part
And not parade this change of heart?
Are you really sure?

That we off better
And over?

kat kopi pes

But i ain't no Kopi Kat -----copy cat.

Or am I?

Ugh who isn't la kan? Grin and bear it.



Blog baru untuk mengekspresikan diri melalui medium bahan buatan orang lain. Contoh lirik lagu gambar puisi quote etc etc etc. eceh.