Wednesday, July 14, 2010

ayat skema : kita putus!


Dah bosan dengan ni hari-hari:
Aku duduk sendirian di kamarku
Menangis kesepian kernamu

Ni dah:
Kau tinggalkan aku
kau cari yang lain
Tergamak kau
merobek hatiku

Yang ni bila pulak? Aku tunggu:
Tapi setelah kau pergi
Aku mendapat lebih baik darimu
Dia hargai aku
dia sayangi aku
lebih dari padamu

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

drizzle


Whatever major loser ah Quinn, you don't deserve Finn! I would sooooooooooo name my baby Drizzle too, if I had such an adorable guy who has an awesome take on the rain :')
Serasi dengan my Hujan Romantik♥
Romantic Drizzle good enough for a baby's name? :)

//

"You Keep Me Hangin' On"
GLEE (feat. Dianna Agron)

Set me free, why don't ya, baby?
Get out my life, why don't ya, baby?
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
You don't really need me
But you keep me hangin' on

Why do you keep a coming around
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you the way you've gotten over me

Set me free, why don't ya, babe?
Let me be, why don't ya, babe?
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
No, you don't really want me
You just keep me hangin' on

You say although we broke up
You still wanna be just friends
But how can we still be friends
When seeing you only breaks my heart again?

And there ain't nothing I can do about it

Set me free, why don't ya, babe?
Get out of my life, why don't ya, babe?
You don't really love me
But you just keep me hangin' on

You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
Now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else, hey

Why don't you be a man about it and set me free?
No, you don't care a thing about me
You're just using me

Go on, get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
Please, 'cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on


Friday, June 25, 2010

If you're trying to break my heart, it's working




Rewind Play kali ke 64 minggu ni.

"That Should Be Me"

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
To have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're takin' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know that

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

[Chorus:]
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
Oh i making you laugh, oh baby
That should be me
(that should be me giving you flowers)
That should be me
Talking by hours that should be me, that should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me

//

Kadang-kadang I catch myself wishing that it was really the guy who's singing this to me. Heh apa kan daya.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

sampai bila?




beriku petunjuk sinar suria yang kita cari-cari

ku duduk seorang dalam tangisan kau jangan lupakan aku ingat kenangan terindah

why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you, i'm sorry. take me to somewhere i can live merrily, marry me and i'll work it out. you see, you never loved me truly.

goodbye goodbye don't make it thrice. i'm saving myself for you, i heart you so much.

we've longing enough, for things that we fought about, crying alone, remembrance of failing this relationship. it took me too long to say i'm sorry. don't stop loving me like before, this is not another pretext pretending that i had a crush on you, and i will never do this anymore.

i'll love you, you'll love me, that's all we need, screw up everything, we believe in jealousy, i can live but i wish i could die. we'll let go everything, just to see how it turns better tomorrow. i wonder how it could be anything stupid or harder than this.

in this theatre, where were you?

hey, if i ever lose this, i want you to know that you were the one.

today, i'm getting closer to you to tell you that I missed you, so much. curses were not from my heart, it shattered my eyes, i spoke of which i didnt realize, i overreacted, shed no tears anymore. there's no where else to go, other than you.

It’s just that I’m worried that you will leave me again. we can make this happen, darling I promise you. you just have to believe in me and we’ll work things out. Somehow, I know that you still love me.

I gave you everything and I gave up my life. And they were all for you! I wonder what went wrong, it became like this when I’m not pretty sure. After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why? I swear you will know this somehow before it’s too late and dies. Realities are so complicated. You and me, yeah I remember. Look how we were meant to be!


Kita lari, kita lari, mencari ruang bersembunyi

dulu berdua bersama, sayang.


Heartbreak Ridge Was Never This Arrogant // Suitcase, A Scarf and The Departure, we used to share :/

Kudos to the wonderful Myo Luqman Hakim of Oh Chentaku. Sentimental genius!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

how kudju be so heartless

"Cause I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all"

- Need You Now, Lady Antebellum

"Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

- Pain, Three Days Grace


Kepalahotak korang? We are talking about the same pain and hurt here kan? Korang tak pernah rasa pain/hurt ke?
I'D RATHER FEEL NOTHING AT ALL.
Heartless, emotional, android, robot.
I wish.
Nyah semua perasaan ini. Semua emosi. Semua sakit ni. Nyah.

I don't know bout the Breakeven part, but ..

Tukar she jadi he ngeh.

"Breakeven" - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in(UNSUR SYIRIK!)
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Nota Cinta

Jahat betul, buat aku nangis lagi :'(



Ni Episode 2.
Menyedihkan gila. Menakutkan gila. Buat aku rasa tak nak kahwin.(tipu gila)

"Adakalanya kita perlu berpatah balik ke mana ianya bermula, melihat bagaimana ia boleh disemarakkan, kerana setiap peluang memberikan kemungkinan, namun kadang-kadang ia memerlukan lebih daripada itu."

wtf? Ni untuk pasangan berkahwin la Esah oi!